February 11th 2015

I remember how my mother use to tell me that I must finish my homework before I play. Now that I finish everything and my childhood is over.
No more bike riding with friends.
No more Facebook Games.
No more going neighbour's.
No more watching cartoon.
No more playing with toys.
No more running around.
No more going to the park.
No more life.
Just the me with a computer, and nothing I can do with it. This wasn't the future I was expecting when I was young. Didn't expect high school to be like this. I thought it'll be better. What's happening now, wasn't expected as years before.
People online, but AFK
Brother at home, but in sleeping.
Father at home, but locked in.
Mother went overseas.
Friends with freedom, but in another way.
Everything is different. Everyone's busy with their things. This wasn't any-how even close to what I though being a 16 year-old would be. I don't want this. I want a change. This life is terrible.
I am free to do whatever I want now.
I am free to use Facebook 24-7 now.
I am free to go out on my own now.
I am free to do almost anything now.
But it just seems the world is in another point-of-eyes now.